Files Pending—Victoria Crawford

Poetry Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 Files Pending by Victoria Crawford Files Pending “In” and “Out” files crowd my desk, my life, but the one marked “Pending” with abandon grows tall, fat, deep; my energy and worry expending until the warning light abruptly flares bright to halt the ongoing intending of all my busy-ness with immediacy; I sit outside a medical door pretending a bravery that I lack, a smile in need of mending; old man’s problem, yes or no biopsy, unguessed now ...

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Petting Mr. Sandberg’s Cat—Gloria Heffernen

Poetry Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 Petting Mr. Sandberg's Cat by Gloria Heffernen Petting Mr. Sandberg's Cat Depression comes on little cat feet It curls its tail around your ankles rips into you with its claws Leaves you in a silent fogGloria Heffernen is the author of the poetry collection What the Gratitude List Said to the Bucket List (New York Quarterly Books). She has written two chapbooks: Hail to the Symptom (Moonstone Press) and Some of Our Parts ...

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Paper Dragons—David Porter

Poetry Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 Paper Dragons by David Porter Paper Dragons It feels foolish to be this old. The world no longer beckons. It’s too late for a hit record, a best-seller, a massif of abdominal muscles buckling beneath the skin, even a semblance of bliss. The world is for the young; it must pass us by. We fall behind it, primping at a shrouded mirror. “Alas,” we say, no longer joking, signifying despair, preface to a eulogy. The tragedies arrive like weather. The losses ...

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The Slip—Risa Denenberg

Poetry Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 The Slip by Risa Denenberg I was reminded sharply of danger, of throbbing, of sudden death. Here, a lavender bruise. Here, a tender egg at my forehead. At sixteen, I ran smack into a concrete wall, chased down the hall by my brother. Just kids then. I have worn the years of depression from that skull dent with bravura. Today, nausea and vertigo. A concussion? Today I have curtly become an old lady. One who ...

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Poetry

Poetry Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 Poetry Letter from the Poetry Editor: Commonality and Difference Petting Mr. Sandberg’s Cat | Gloria Heffernen Radiograph | Mantz Yorke Files Pending | Victoria Crawford Frances is staring at her plate | Maya Wahrman This Is the Floor Where No Babies Are Saved | Jill Sebacher Healthcare for a Thousand, Please | AT Hincapie Paper Dragons | David Porter Vertigo | Jill Jennings The Places Where They Fell | Sue Fagalde Lick Dear Small Bowel ...

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Nonfiction

Nonfiction Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 Nonfiction Letter from the Nonfiction Editor: Compassion and Pain Cadence of Life | Carole Hemmelgarn Nothing by Mouth | Shirley Phillips The/rapist | Angela Sells Searching for Answers | Annette Davis Pluto Opposes the Sun | Patricia Fox A Mother’s Dilemma | Mary Chris Bailey Happy Thoughts | Rosa Jordan

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Fiction

Fiction Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019 Fiction Letter from the Fiction Editor: Shared Experiences The Way We Say Goodbye| Denize Springer Estate Sale | Charles Duffie Tense | A.E. Santana Beating, Like a Drum | Kathi Hansen Review: The Pervert | A. M. Larks

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Editorial

Editorial Issue #3: Pain Continued December 31st, 2019 December 31st, 2019   Editorial Letter from the Editor | Tracy Granzyk Letter from the Nonfiction Editor | Grace Jasmine Letter from the Fiction Editor | A. M. Larks Letter from the Poetry Editor | Steve Granzyk

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