Poetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Three Poems by Rebekah E. Bartlett Automata The tapes burn into my skin. The machine drubs back my rhythm. Around me tumble words: Arrhythmia, p-waves, systolic as the doctors’ murmur over my heart’s sudden antics. Strange, how often I begged that heart to break in grief, rage, despair; wondered it could endure such pain to no good end. And now it is breaking, I see it was not mine to command, was never a heart of sighs and words but a clockwork, timebound ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Clinical by Mary Elizabeth Birnbaum Clinical The doctor swans into the examination room in a white capsule of ennui, weary. The patient loosens her paper cover, attempts a smile through the bureaucratic crackle, naked except for the timid white cotton over shopworn breast and middle-aged belly. She points to her thigh: a speck that must be obvious to the dullest ignoramus is merely a dermatofibroma . . . . the doctor’s fingernail scratches a desultory red note on ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Two Poems by Amy Haddad Exam Rooms Are Often Windowless When we first arrived hours ago, it was sunny, now pouring. We hear the drum roll of rain on the metal roof, the damp complaints of thunder. We sat in the big waiting room well past my appointed time, then finally felt a lift of hope when we were herded back into this airless box of a room, only to continue the long wait for my pathology ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 After the Doctor's Call by Joan Mazza After the Doctor's Call She’s got the words stuck in her head, another song you can’t turn off, worse than It’s a small world after all. It’s a word string with a beat: metastatic pancreatic cancer. The tune plays over and over, written today for her father. It’s like that childhood jingle on black and white TV. You’ll wonder where the yellow went when you brush your teeth with Pepsodent. Finally sleep. ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Three Poems by Aria Dominguez Kally It is she whose palms welcomed me into this world, catching my bloody body, not dropping me. Thirty five years later, she phones to say my husband’s test results won't be in ‘til morning, but be ready to come to the hospital. It’s her weekend off, but she’ll watch for them, and will call. Before hanging up, a pause. I should know that one cause of this condition could ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Two Poems by Paul Hostovsky The Thing Is All the things that can go wrong with a body could fill a book. Lots of books. A whole medical library. But the thing is, there’s no point in naming them here. Names that are sometimes long and sometimes short, sometimes Greek and sometimes Latin. And sometimes the person who first noticed, studied, and isolated a thing that went wrong with a body ends up giving his ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Three Poems by Deborah Meltvedt Surfacing I’ve never seen a whale Do not be fooled by strangers or loved ones who say keep looking or this year will be different so I scan, squint into the horizon but waves mask spouts in high winds and rocks are not large mammals in the sea but you know they’re out there like cells the doctors missed when you slid beneath their scopes and held your breath hoping all of you not just ...
Read MorePoetry Issue #12: Diagnosis December 31st, 2022 Three Poems by Uma Gowrishankar Compulsion I take an hour to wear shoes, Scrub my body All day with alcohol Until the skin burns. I tunnel through the years To the burrow of the circus. The trapeze artists weave from a bar To a bar and jump Into the net that bounces them To space again and again The way my father lifts the plate And places it once twice Until I take his hand and Lace his fingers with mine: Now both ...
Read MorePoetry Summer Supplement 2022 University of Iowa International Writing Program Africa Cohort 2021 September 26th, 2022 September 23, 2022 blue for boy by Nkateko Masinga blue for boy name given umbilical cord ligated ink drying on baby's birth certificate first cry pending apgar score: one baby not breathing normally panic news from neonatal intensive care unit: skin colour blue low muscle tone heart rate abnormal reflexes absent no effort at respiration ...
Read MorePoetry Summer Supplement 2022 University of Iowa International Writing Program Africa Cohort 2021 September 26th, 2022 Collars of Worry by Ololade Ajayi Collars of Worry Today is the day that I deny the god of sorrow a visa into my heart. In years past, it strolled in and took whatever possessions I held dear, so I drove around chasing the crumbs of happiness left in life. I got no affirmation, for even in the University of Life, I failed woefully in Grief 101, ...
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